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The girl with a beautiful smile

September 25, 2009 Leave a comment

Smile_in_Black_and_White_by_Bloody_BratAfter completing most of the daily chores, i headed towards race course tower to do day’s last work .Race course towers ,place like cloud nine from outside, as usually  surrounded by most intrigue beauties of city .I call them intrigue as till date i don’t know what were they doing outside such gloomy place ? May be they were placed there by the gluttonous traders who inhabited RCT .They provided not only with materialistic desires but also provided techniques to become fittest in this darwin’s world. By the murkiness of RCT one can make out people residing in it were like blood sucking demons who lived on money and sucked it from any innocent soul who entered RCT.

After enjoying mystic beauties outside, I went in search of elevator as i wanted to go to fifth floor, topmost floor of RTC.I climbed stairs in hope of finding elevator but there were none, so desperately i went to basement .But before i could reach elevator i had to pass through some goofy eyes, who from outside seemed so innocent as newly born baby but i knew beneath them was hidden infinite greed. So ignoring them i entered the elevator and pressed green button although i knew it was already being pressed by other beings waiting for the elevator. I could sense uneasiness that  they were feeling as these modern technologies have though given as much physical comfort as man could ever imagine but it has taken spiritual gift given to man by almighty, named patience.

Finally elevator arrived, opening doors and all waiting souls rushed in as if their sole goal in life is to reach their destination. But i can understand and i pity them as i knew there were held under spell of traders who promised to fulfil their desires. Well i was also one of the victims and came under spell of beautiful sorceress who promised me to teach a mystic skill named pro e to draw any machine part in this world in return of money which according to her was very meagre in comparison of what she was offering to me and yes my friend being an engineer, i too was tempted. Finally i reached the office and seeing me, she smiled and asked straight away if i had brought her recompense or not .I had brought money in fact i had to as i had yearned so much to acquire that skill. As soon as i gave her money, she called for her aide who on her command handed me a awful bag and a volume which had methods to develop that mystic skill which used mankind’s most useful and even most harming creation, computer. Her aide guided me to gloomy place where many such machines called computer were kept and besides them beings full of apathy and exhaustion. But still i could see desperateness and yearning in them to acquire their respective skill. I went inside to become part of that agony to fulfill  my hunger of being better than others and to take first step to acquire that skill that will  help me to earn more in future and thus an attempt to satisfy my greed of money .Afraid, yes i was afraid like hell as i feared that paleness i saw on their face but i knew soon i will be accustomed to it and will mingle with them and become lifeless like thirsty man in middle of desert but having hope to get out with treasures of desert after harsh suffering in a few days.

But out of blue i saw something, so pure so pious, a smile. It was like a ray of light in darkness, oasis in midst of desert, first drop of rain after scorching heat of summer and so beautiful oh my God, my Almighty is that is what feel of heaven? I wondered for this many years what is beautiful possession of woman and at that instant i got my answer it’s not those beautiful curves, not even most disguised den of sensuality. Its her lips so soothing , sensuous, deep red like haima .From distance i could feel its softness and then suddenly my euphoria was destroyed by the tutor who was going to teach me pro e in two months. While he was telling something to me, i was engrossed in just one thought how could a friger like me feel something so pure like that? So i again looked at that beauty and she smiled again. Seeing her it felt something magical as if deep down my heart joy was stored in some kind of container and not allowed even to lick till just one gaze made joy and happiness explode from that container and it kept multiplying like nuclear fission reaction.

After half an hour my tutor told me to do practice of what he had taught that day. So i went and sat next to her. Again i gazed her in a way she will not notice me but she did and faced me and i saw just her deep blue eyes  and  felt as if lost in them as a being lost in vast ocean. Indeed i was lost and  reached a neverland. Yes my neverland full of flowers, greenery but no insects nor even a single harmful being around, beautiful climate -mild cold but still snowflakes coming from light blue sky, lounges made of flowers kept nearby and soft music playing nearby which soothed the soul . As i turned i found a river of chocolate flowing nearby. Was i dreaming? I rubbed my eyes .No it was really a river of chocolate .Then suddenly i felt someone’s hand on my shoulder. It was her that mystic beauty but adorned in white attire like angel. She again showed me her charming smile and instantly i wondered who is she? As if she had heard it she told me” Glass is still half filled, Ray but only thing is you are seeing it as half empty. Did you like this place?” I nodded in affirmation. She continued” It’s your heaven, your cloud nine. See here there are no machines, no people, no restlessness, no competition, just peace, calmness and plain-simple natural beauty”. On which i interrupted “Just like your smile”. She giggled and continued” Enjoy as much as you want dear, relax.”Then she disappeared and then i had most beautiful and happiest moments listening to soft music, bathing in chocolate river and what not. As i lay asleep on flowery lounge she appeared again and softly told me that it was time to return. I begged her to let me stay or atleast promise me to bring there again. On which she said “It is your world dear. You can visit it whenever you wish .World is what you see, black to some eyes, black &white to some others and colourful as rainbow or kaleidoscope to few lucky ones”. With those words she faded away and i was there again in that room but it no more seemed gloomy to me nor people around me were sad .And i understood i wasn’t there to learn pro e to survive in this world but was there to do something new, to taste life from different angle, to share few moments of life with different people. Suddenly in the midst of typhoon of thoughts i realized that girl, my angel was not there. I turned to see her leave the room and for the last time i saw her smile so mystic, so pure, and so peaceful that till date and till the day I die,  will never forget it.

From that day, traders were no longer blood sucking monsters and nor was RTC anymore gloomy and i stopped friging also as i didn’t consider that nakedness as beauty anymore. The world was just as i saw it, my heaven, my cloud nine.

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